tech fest at dce

i am sitting in the cc right now (computer center for the unitiated0). the numerous tech fests are going on right now. they are playing going under by evanescence on the loud speakers right now, the song i like alot. the trouble with now is that there are too many fests right now having similar events and competitions and the dates clash horribly, leaving me confused. its kinda frustrating that i have to waste so much of time to get barely 15 mins of productive output. to add to my woes i get called for basketball tournaments as an extra so that is actually waiting a lot so that i can get to play for a grand total of, hold youtr breath, 45 seconds. very often, i am asking myself what am i doing here, except for drifting along. i am so confused and frust, in dce lingo.