Saturday, July 12, 2008

the annoying emptiness

Post school and pre college is such a dull time. There is absolutely nothing to be done. I am so sick of dusting my room again and again. Of calling up my friends but none of them ever calling back promptly. Of my friends and family being busy whereas I have nothing to do. Of being so grouchy and grumbly and whining about too much TV and too little fun. Particularly of being bitten by the frigging mosquitoes.It’s like all my creativity has been sapped. I have read the same books in the house again and again. Therefore I turn to the internet, the great refuge of the lonely and the forsaken, to whine about my predicament.

I was looking forward to the time after my exams as the magical time where I would catch up on all the things I couldn’t do during the exams. I thought I would read some good books, play some sports, miraculously make my blog the most read in the whole of blogosphere, take up some activities. Do something. But all the while I have been sitting on my butt the whole day. i wake up late, have breakfast even later, contemplate taking a shower, and finally take one just in time before lunch. This routine annoys me to no end. Life is too precious to be lived like this. And yet I am bound to this routine because of shear lethargy and inertia.
Another problem I face is that sports facilities and facilities required for other activities are not really easily found. Sounds like an excuse. But it really is true for anyone who lives in delhi and cannot afford to pay huge amounts of fees to the various recreational club. Its really, really frustrating.

1 comment:

Manjot Pahwa said...

no worries girl, cherish this time as most probably we'll be witnessing it again only after the gap of many many years!!! :)